peace.sign.up..index.down.

Oct. '11

im done waiting on prince charming.

its safe to say he never came. and never will.

but you’ll do. lets do this.

12:55am

Oct. '11

i seek you out

flay you alive

one more word and you wont survive.

and im not scared

of your stolen power

i see right thru you any hour

4:20am

Oct. '11

we had the greatest makeout sesh. HAWT. then some other stuff, but it turned out, he was just like all the others. i shouldve known, military and all. ill never see him again yano? he didnt ask for my number, he didnt kiss goodbye. it was just, *sigh* like any other asshole guy who just wanted a wham bam thank you maam.

i mean, i shouldnt feel bad. ive done this before. i didnt sleep with him, just messed around. i barely met this guy and i fuckin like him? this isnt me… whats the deal? he was gorgeous, good kisser, and SWEET. gah, why would he kiss my forehead. and watch a cartoon with me?

tumblr, im confused. ive been pretty sad all damn day. its sooo lame. someone pick my ass off the floor and slap my face. i needa reality check. this is NO different from any other guy right? gotta get past this feeling though.

i mean, if u really think about it, idk if i really even like him. hes kinda corny. and i hate the military and wat they stand for. i told him that too. and he argued with me. stood his ground, i digg that. but honestly, hes my type.

-buff, but not intimidatingly

-tall

-tattooed

-gorgeous green eyes and perfect teeth

-protective (someone said a snide comment about his sister and he didnt hesitate to step up)

-IRISH

and yano what hes studying?

-architecture!

i always have said i was going to marry an architect. in ireland. in my mind he wasnt blonde, but hey, dream guys are only guys like johnny depp and gerard butler. impossible.

ugh ok and i have to admit this to SOMEONE,

i have this best friend u know? and hes awesome, i kind of love him. and this guy kind of looks JUST like him… only buffer.

gah wtf is wrong with my brain?????